Rambling a little

I will soon experience three months without a phone
Two months without the family I have lived with the last 18 soon to be 19 years
Three months with the family I spent 7 years of my life local too
Away from all these blossoming connections I see around me
But then that may be my imagination
Things are often good at the beginning
The "honey-moon" stage of any situation then reality sets in and effort, determination, work... is required
Its not just simple cruising, (that ellusive it) becomes explicit choosing

I dislike following trends, but some cannot be helped
like the saying of "just do it" like those nike shoes
~on a tangent, what is with how things are named everwhere? Brand names that express power mustang, nike (a god), saturn... and so forth. But then that is only some areas.~
So! Back to the main point (of this current paragraph I suppose)
Point:
Whether you have the determination to power it. Some sort of inspiration to get you by or you are waiting filled with excuses as to justify your in-action. Do the things you like anyway! By these things... I mean whatever you have found to fill you with that feeling of purpose, whether it be trailing your paint brush across a canvas, knees to the ground as you see to your plants or running. Do those things. Even when it isn't easy, even when you feel like crap, even when your at the top of the world feeling no need for validation. I like to have my own addition, of "no regrets" to the "just do it." You are far more likely to regret what you don't do than what you do end up doing. Being honest with yourself and others it makes things much easier. Though I still constantly test the unclear waters of moderation. Limitations and limits that make me uncertain as to the questions of proceeding...